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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Should I go or should I stay??
I love my baby Marcus so much its not even funny.I'm crazy about him.I'm so mad though,his momma dont like the hickies on his neck or me.She havent met me but shes mad because she said he dont need to be talking/doing nothing until hes 18 and out of school.What the fuck though she act like we fucking.I havent did nothing like that shit.what momma dont know is you not a virgin.The thing is though,I want to be with him for a long ass time and I want his momma to like me.I dont want a nigga who momm hates me,I prefer one who do.Its not good to date someone like that.Maybe she will like me if we meet.But, SHOULD I GO SHOULD I STAY INHALE EXHALE GET OFF OF ME
Posted at 10:14 pm by GullyNotRude
Monday, May 24, 2004
I love you
I went to Marcus house today.He is so cute.I am crazy over him.He look like a little puppy.When he was eating cereal I was like awe.He had me uncomfortable though.I was sitting on his lap on the couch and his brother was in a chair,my legs were open because of the way he was sitting and he kept touching me somewhere,I forgot,but I was like oo hope his brother dont think I'm a ho or nothing.But he was fun to kick it with.I told him I loved him and he said it back.I hope he meant it.Awe puppy. Posted at 02:28 am by GullyNotRude
Friday, May 21, 2004
Going out of my head,over you
Marcus is so special to me.No other nigga matters seriously.Good thing about Marcus is,he'll never do me like Ryan did.He has a heart,Ryan didnt,me estoy velviendo loca.Fuckkkkkkkk Ryan.
Posted at 08:11 pm by GullyNotRude
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Marcus
I got a new boyfriend and I'm so happy.Hes hella sweet and is helping me get over Ryan and being played.He's so cute and nice and I dont want to loose him.When I'm in class and I see the chick Ryan played me with,I get mad until I think about my baby Marcus,then I'm like fuck a Ryan I got a nigga and he is better than Ryan.Marcus y Jessica= Por Siempre
Posted at 08:05 pm by GullyNotRude
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Family?
My dad-He would constantly hit me when he stayed with us.He would hit me for no reason.I remember I was laying down,I put my cat down in the bath room,my dad tried to walk in,i told him,he will have to put the cat in if he let her out,he told me he wont have to do shit i said ok yes you will.he came over to me and kicked me in my leg numerous times with some rock hard boots.I cried,not because my leg hurt,my heart hurt.I so bad want the affection of my parents but cant get it.Another time he hit me with a belt,all in my fucking face and shit.The belt was whatever,but he hit me in my face.He hit me over and over again in my head lip and eye i was like whatever,i called my mom and told her she hung up,I really was like fuck u then.I was ready to rip my heart out.I hate myself too,I'm so weak hearted,I tried to be bad and do things brothers and sisters do,but I cant,I'm not as fucked up in the head as them.I'm too nice.I dont fit in with this family.My dad fucking told me GET OUT MY MOMS HOUSE and go out on the street.He fucking guranteed me i'll sell my body.Hearing ya fucking mom say she'l bet you like you were a bitch on the street proves she dun care.I wondered why I felt like standing in the middle of the street and getting hit by a car.I have a big ass empty spot in my heart and it can never be filled so no point in living.
Posted at 08:31 pm by GullyNotRude
I hate dumb ass people
Man my fucking momma slow as hell.I told her dumb ass I needed to go to the library and she said no.I'm telling her I need to do research and print something out.I needed to put money on my card so I can print shit out,she said where I get money from,(WHERE ELSE BUT YOU DUMB BRAWD I HAVE NO JOB).Then she said dont use the money I have but I can go to the library,Wdf,why would I need to go to the library if I cant print shit out,thats the whole point of going.Plain and dumb yick a sloe.I swear she not my biological mother.GET ON MY LEVEL!!
I hate dumb boys to.I was walking home with these two boys and girl.I'm walking and a nigga I dont know grab my arm like he knew me.I was so mad all I could say was ILL.Yes I know that was dumb but I couldnt say nada else.Hes dumb for that one.It would have been cool if he wasnt a TIP DRILL
Posted at 03:46 pm by GullyNotRude
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Crazy over Ryan?
I talked to Ryan,I like him again.I dont know,his style is I dont know.I wish he wouldnt have done with he did though.I wish I wasnt so damn dumb and would stop trying to impress him and stop trying to get on his good side whe I know I did nothing wrong.Its done and I need to realize that.What happened can not be changed,unfortunately.I just like his attitude and style a lot,Iono why.So point blank,I'm going out of my head,over you.
Posted at 02:45 am by GullyNotRude
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Is it his whip appeal or his baby face
Iight,Ryan Ryan Ryan.This nigga played me bad and its just madd crazy I'm still talking to him after he did that mess.I swear I'm sittig her thinking I'm sprung.I want him bad and its dumb.How can I,maybe I like pain,ha yeah right.I found out that it was his eyes.He give off this sexy look and it just brings me down.I think about that look and it gets me weak.Hes just sexy point blank and I love his body,its nice.His eyes are just maddddddddd sexy haha,when he look at me I'm like marry me.I guess its somewhat his baby face lol.So Its not ya' whip appeal its ya' baby face.
Posted at 10:51 pm by GullyNotRude
This not beef this Turkey
This topic is all about the turkey between me and some females from school.Well maybe not even all of them are from school,some are from the streets and some are family.Yeah though,lets go.
First is Alisha Williams,yeah,everyone who knows me knows shes my first victim on my shit list haha.Well me and this yick used to be cool,until,for some reason,she got ahead of her self and someone lied and told her that starring at mother fuckers wont get an argument started.Well yeah though,I went off on her and she constantly would say," dont make me put you on blast ".Haha,what she meant was some shit shes making up saying me and this nigga Ryan did.Had me a little shook for a second,until the dumb brawd said I gave him head,letting me know she knew nada,so I was like yo' whatever your dumb as shit get on my level,dont make me put you on blast.Yeah I had to though,I was like um' and again your nigga is 30 years old,she said hes not 30 im like how old,haha,all she said was dont worry about it.But yeah,lets skip to the good part,she straight up thought that she had to show me up and fucked him.I'm like whoa' that serious huh?But she had got with him the day after I was with him.Straight ho fuck what ya' heard.Mother fuckers might think the yick is an angel but word around school is shes a scary FLIP. GAME OVER
Second is Alisha home girl Raquel.Now see Raquel new to the school and already runs her mouth.shes iight as a friend,no true beef with her but she do need to hush the fuck up and stay out of shit thats been going down way before she got there.She was about to get fucked up today by this chick Carlisa because she opens her mouth too much.She was by me last Friday I believe because she had my celly and in it the name Hoe Alisha was there.She felt she needed to let mother fuckers know.Alisha was like um ho Alisha huh,I was about to say yea yick what the fuck about it until she turned around and acted as if she was talking to her friends.Yeah though,plain and simple,Raquel, GET ON MY LEVEL.
My third victim must be this ugly nigga Richard HAHAHAHA.I dont know why he think hes a dime piece but hes tripping hard.Hes new to the school,so me as usual,I was looking at him,trying to figure out who the hell he is.My dumb as friend told ugly boy I like him I think I'm like hell the fuck naw,so I wrote ugly a letter telling his dumb ass why I'm looking at him and hes not cute to me.He took it to the heart,hey who could blame him,I called him a TIP DRILL.He got mad cause' his boys were laughing at him and came up to me saying I'm shady.I was walking behind him one day singing the tip drill song and his midget friend started laughing and told him.Less than 10 minutes he come up to me asking how can I call him a tip drill when I'm ugly hahaha,I started dying,I'm thinking,ya' boy told me a differnt story before I wrote that letter.Yeah though,point blank, I SAID IT MUST BE YA' EYES CAUSE' IT AINT YA' FACE,CAUSE' YOU'Z A TIP DRILL A MOTHER FUCKING TIP DRILL!!
I cant remember who else at this moment,I'll remember later and I'll post.h also I got problems with hating ass females,yicks be mad because I can steal they nigga in a heart beat and have they mouth dropping and em avoiding they females.
Posted at 10:42 pm by GullyNotRude
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